The last chapter in Dorothy Richardson’s Pilgrimage – the tenth of thirteen – ended at a point when Miriam Henderson had been given the life and space, during a visit to the country, to come to understand herself and her situation a little more than she had before, and to made some decisions about what she might do next in life. That made her happier and more purposeful than she had been for quite some time.
This next chapter – the last to be published as a single volume – finds her back in London, and its focus is on how we let go and move on.
It is clear that things have changed since Miriam was last in the city. She looks back at her life there and the people she has known with affection and nostalgia. She considers a little matchmaking, bringing Michael and Amabel together; hesitating as she realises it will mean losing something of her relationships with each of them but ultimately deciding it is the right thing for her to do.
I found it so easy to empathise with Miriam and in these opening pages; and I loved the writing that was as beautiful as it has ever been and a little more classical and conventional than it had been before.
A wonderful moment of revelation told her that she was going the right thing:
“And it was then that the wordless thought had come like an arrow aimed from a height downwards into her heart and, before her awakened mind, dropping its preoccupation, could reach the words that already were sounding within it, in the quiet tone of someone offering a suggestion and ready to wait while it was surveyed, she was within that lifting tide of emotion.
With a single up-swinging movement, she was clear of earth and hanging, suspended and motionless, high in the sky, looking, away to the right, into a far-off pearly-blue distance, that held her eyes, seeming to be in motion within itself: an intense crystalline vibration that seemed to be aware of being observed, and even to be amused and to be saying, ‘Yes, this is my reality.’
She was moving, or the sky about her was moving. Masses of pinnacled clouds rose between her and the clear distance and, just as she felt herself sinking, her spirit seemed to be up amongst their high, rejoicing summits.”
It wasn’t clear where she would go or what she would do, but it was clear that she was taking her leave.
A meeting with Hypo Wilson makes her realise that he has little understanding of her and her life, and when they part company she acknowledges to herself that he is simply the husband of her friend, and that other relationship between the two of them has gone.
Miriam continued to work for the Lycurgans (the Fabian Society) while Amabel, passionate as ever, was eager to be more active and joins in suffragette protests. She is arrested, and when Miriam visits her in prison she realises that that their friendship had faded.
I wondered for a while if Amabel might have been Miriam’s alter-ego; the woman she might have been if she had made different choices There was something about the timing of her appearance in this series of books, the manner of her arrival, her character and behaviour …
It was an interesting question to ponder, but, on balance, I’d say probably not. Because I think that Dorothy Richardson’s purpose was to share Miriam’s consciousness, that she was honest, serious and purposeful. I know she left things out – and sometimes that made it difficult to keep track of who was who and exactly what was going on – but I really don’t think she invented.
Miriam’s leaving of the job she had held for many years was more difficult; I completely understood her feelings as she thought about somebody else doing the things she has done for so long, without the depth of knowledge and understanding she had built up over the years.
I knew that one of Miriam’s sisters had emigrated and that another had died, but I had completely forgotten that there was another one. Sarah was ill, she needed Miriam’s support, and she needed an operation that neither of them could afford. It was fortunate that Miriam had a friend who was a doctor; he made sure that Sarah had what she needed and he expressed concern about Miriam’s own physical and mental health.
There were hints that Miriam had been pregnant, and that either she had miscarried or that it had simply been a scare, but they were the faintest of hints and I really couldn’t form a conclusion. That does seem to be the way with Dorothy Richardson; she only shares some of Miriam’s sub-consciousness and I can’t help thinking that she was either unwilling or unable to share her deepest and most profound emotions.
I appreciated many of the elements of ‘Clear Horizon’ but I wish that there had been a little more about Miriam’s steps into the future and a little less filling in the details of the decision she made at the end of the last book.
I know that Dorothy Richardson must have had reasons for what she did; she was in her sixties, she had been working on Pilgrimage for more than quarter of a century, and she knew that interest was declining when she wrote this book. But I can’t help feeling that there is so much more she could write about Miriam’s life, that she has barely written about Miriam as a writer at all, and that there isn’t going to be enough room for everything I want to read in the two books that are left.
There isn’t. I know that, I know that the last book is unfinished, and that maybe this sequence of books could never be finished.
I’m glad I’m still reading, but I’m ready to know where it will end.
6 thoughts on “Clear Horizon by Dorothy Richardson (1935)”
The passage you pulled out is stunning, Jane. I’m inspired by you and others reading this sequence and I fully intend that 2017 will be the year I read Pilgrimage!
I might not have made it through without company, but even though it hasn’t been easy at times I will miss Miriam when I come to the end. I hope you’ll enjoy your own journey, and maybe find a companion or two.
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I’m reading ‘Clear Horizon’ at the moment too. The preceding two volumes were so full of vitality and possibilities so I’m feeling quite perplexed at how closed and depressing this book is in comparison. I also picked up on the pregnancy bit, but couldn’t make head nor tail of what it meant, and I’d forgotten about Sarah too – I’m about to read that bit next. I can’t help wondering how it will end now. I do hope it’s not a slow dwindling, I couldn’t bear that after spending so much time with Miriam. She can be annoying, but I’ve grown very fond of her!
Exactly. I understand that Dorothy Richardson could have been looking back at what she realised had been a pivotal point of her life but I can’t help thinking that all of this should have been part of something bigger, not a book by itself.
I’ll save this till I’ve read the book Jane, but it’s reassuring to know the end is in sight!
I hadn’t realised about the last volume until I’d finished it and started reading a short book about Richardson’s work. I was shocked that I didn’t really notice. I’m letting my review form in my head at the moment – someone on another blog commented that I’d been a bit negative in my reviews, which I probably have, but I have got a lot of out of the read, too.
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